shifting.

I suddenly shifted to a new state of mind. is it simpler?no.is it better?maybe.these days i seemed to lost my grip on reality.i'm living in a fairy tale world right now. there are tonnes of things that i supposed to do before this semester break ends. TONNES. but i'm too lazy and too immersed in this fairy tale world. seriously. i don't need to get a life because i have it. i just need to refine it a lil bit.

okay,a lot.

i don't know..i don't even understand myself.i don't know what i want.i don't even care if its right.i just go through it like a boss.haha! i make decisions like a blind man and yeah,it works somehow. i don't know but it does seems right when he said take the cheap ones first, ignore the expensive ones. then the expensive ones would give discount.hahaha..although its weird but it kinda make sense. ^-^ heyy..what would i do if he's not around? nothing. :D nahh..just joking. he makes me laugh and always there for me whenever i need an ear. terima kasih kawan. may there be lots of your kind inhibit this earth because i think every girl needs a guy best friend. you know why?because they speak the truth and even though it hurts,it's the reality. i didn't say that girls aren't telling the truth,no.they do but they don't tell you straight to your face, and sometimes they rather keep it to themselves if they think that it might hurt you. aww.. i miss them so much! i'm so lucky to have these people as my friends. i remember the times when they nag me, they say their opinion about my crushes. i swear i'll treat you guys better and will always be there for you guys as you would do the same for me. :')